Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Matrilineal (the essentialized pantoum of ourselves)

My love is like the wind
Jordan is born
My mother cries
Fearless

Jordan is born
Motherhood
Fearless
Quincañera

Motherhood
Coffee
Quincañera
Borinquen

Coffee
Music
Borinquen
My home

Music
Dreams
My home
Visitacíon

Dreams
My mother cries
Visitacíon
My love is like the wind

**was born at an Acentos Workshop

Friday, March 12, 2010

La Llorona, 3.12.09

For the Women of Juarez

Listen… hear my cry

I have lost my child

He has wandered into the desert

He, lost himself among men

He, found himself among men

He, forgot how to love his mother

He, had no hair to mark his age

He, was a child, now transformed into a monster

His muscles swelled

His teeth sharpened

His grip tightened

His skin perspired

His mouth salivated

He licks his hungry lips

Secretly trained in the art of misogyny

Mi’jo, I have lost you

What is a mother without her child?

There is darkness now, where my son used to sit

Listen… hear my cry, it pours like the rivers

I wander night to night, rom every pore of

Of my vacant and wilted body, searching

Listen… hear my cry

I have lost my child

She, has wandered into the desert

She, lost herself among men

She, was just a girl

She, had never been kissed before

Her breasts were barely full

Her hair worn in a school’s braid

Her eyes were chocolate kisses

Her skin was sun kissed brown

She felt his steaming breath on her skin

She winces as his claws grip her arms

Her skin begins to burn with every gash

Her nipples were gnawed off her breasts

Her vagina was shredded

She, cried out for her mother

Her womb would never carry a child

Her heart ceased to beat

Mi’ja, I have lost you

What is a mother without her child?

There is darkness now, where my daughter used to sit

Listen… hear my cry, it pours like a the river

I wander night to night, from every pore of

My vacant and wilted body, searching

Thursday, February 18, 2010

March 2010 Performance Calendar - UPDATED

Thank you for your continued support in my growth as a performing artist!!! See calendar below... there may be some adjustments to the calendar, I will send those updates as I get them.

Monday March 1st 6:30p
Poets & Writers Cross-Cultural Reading
at Cave Canem
20 Jay Street, Brooklyn NY

Tuesday March 9th 7p
Tato Laviera Tribute
Nuyorican Poets Cafe
236 East 3rd St, b/w Aves B & C NY NY
cover $7

Friday March 12th 7p
Femicide Art Show
Abrazo Interno Gallery: Clemente Soto Velez
Cultural Educational Center
107 Suffolk Street, New York, NY 10002

Thursday March 18th
Palabras Poetry Showcase
Binghamton University
More information to follow

Saturday March 20th 6:30p
Yes We Can!/Latinos NYC
Nuyorican Poets Cafe
236 East 3rd St b/w Aves B & C NY NY
Cover: TBA

Friday March 26th 6:00p
LoveMiOnline Glorious Sex Showcase
Nightingale Lounge
213 2nd Avenue (@ E 13th Street) NY NY
Cover $15

Saturday March 27th 6:30p
Latinas: Let's Get It Straight
La Pregunta Arts Cafe
1528 Amsterdam Avenue NY NY
Cover $8

Saturday March 27th 10p
Urbintel presents Verses w/ Helena D Lewis
featuring the HerStory cast
Nuyorican Poets Cafe
236 East 3rd St b/w Aves B & C NY NY
Cover: TBA

Tuesday March 30th 7p
Celebrate Cesar Chavez 2010
Nuyorican Poets Cafe
236 East 3rd St b/w Aves B & C NY NY
Cover: $7

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

If I Could

If I could teach the world religion
I would say that I have seen God's face
in the eyes of children and heard His
voice in their laughter

If I could teach young women
the true meaning of beauty
I would take the mirror from their faces
and hold it up to their hearts

If I could teach my father pain
I would show him my bruised soul
the one I used to shield my mother
after she had become his punching bag

If I could I would teach humanity love
I would allow them to discover it
in the sound of my mother's voice
and see it in the look of my mother's face

If I could teach adults to look upon
the world as children do;
playing in curiosity and discovering
the very beauty of - what is

If I could teach myself to love again
I'd look for it in the depths of my heart
I would learn to be brave enough
to share it with you tonight

If I could teach the world how to love
I would take orphaned children
and protect and nurture them
in my vacant womb

If I could I would teach the world that man
is my brother and woman is my sister
I would teach that loyalty is rooted in unity
that together we can coexist in hope

If I could I would teach the world
that labia are not meant to be sewn
clitorises not meant to be cut and
honor not meant to be taught with showers of acid
on a young bride's face

If I could I would teach man
that an act of violence upon my sister
is an act of violence upon me and
I refuse to be the subject of that violence any longer

If I could I would teach the world
that the blood coursing through my veins
also runs through the veins of the children of the Diaspora
and that I see Haiti when I look into the mirror

If I could teach the world empathy
I would ask that we not look upon our lives in woe
But instead see the power bestowed upon us
to aid the world in change

If I could I would teach the world
that every moment, good or bad
has brought you here; to this very place
to share in this unique moment

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Mujeres Latinas Somos

Mujeres Latinas Somos
we are of the earth, brown and rich
ever connected to our roots
we give birth to humanity
our bodies grow like the limbs of a tree
ready to embrace the world

history is written into the lines
of our faces; our eyes tell the stories
of the past, we are our mothers
we are our daughters, we are the
women warriors of our ancestry
strength is in our blood

Mujeres Latinas Somos
we are the water, Yemaya
embraces and cleanses us
in her familial waves, teaching us
the rituals of motherhood
guiding us as we guide our young

Our mothers, once daughters
Our daughters, soon mothers
the cycle of life keeps to the
beat beat beat - beat beat of our hearts
their spirits urging us forward

Mujeres Latinas Somos
we are of pride and knowledge
we feel with our minds and
think with our hearts; we are strong
and sensitive at our cores; we defend
and protect

We are of iron, withstanding
the abuses of our society
we continue to raise our
fatherless sons practiced in
the fine art of patience and love

Mujeres Latinas Somos
we are of work; knowing the
the burdens of the domestic
we take flight from our parents
and create new traditions

We
are of art and poetry
We
are of song and dance
We
are of culture and pride

Mujeres Latinas Somos

Nuyorican Tales

Kan kan kan kan-kan…
My heart beats to the rhythm of the clave
Caribbean sun-kissed skin
Mi piel… café con leche
Evidence of a tainted ancestry
Coffee bean colored…
These are the eyes of my mother

Raised by the Bronx

Musing on medleys of salsa
Pouring Celia, Hector, Frankie &Ruben
From apartment windows
Inspiring spontaneous song and dance
From locals watching games of domino
On city sidewalks

Childhood memories of the syrupy sweet

Tamarindo piraguags and
Playing in pompas to cool down
On heat drenched summer city days
We eagerly anticipated the
Puerto Rican Day Parade
With our banderas held high
We shouted WEEEEPPPPPAAAAA

Que Viva Puerto Rico

Isla Del Encanto
Amor de mi alma
Never questioning whether our pride
Was innate or instilled
We were raised to love all of who were are
Mamí didn’t tolerate ignorance

Our bodies fed on strict diets of

pernil, arroz con gandules y yuca
Barrio frituras – alcapurias y bacalitos
Jugo de Guayaba in Goya cans
Christmas meant pastels y arroz con dulce
An extra present for leaving grass under your bed
Para los Reyes Magos

Annual pilgrimages to Borinquen

Island of my mother’s birth
Island of my soul’s content
A moment to become one with
Con nuestras raices cultural

Schoolgirl choruses of

Alegre vengo de la motaña
De mi cabaña que alegre esta
Y a mis amigos les traigo flores
De las mejores de mi rosal
We sang bright eyed and hopeful

Looking forward time spent

With Mamî Panchita, Tios
Titis y mis primo hermanos
I miss my grandmother’s eyes
Knowing Papito Kique from
Old tales y Mama Chonga a testament
To an ancestry rooted in slavery

A return to New York City

Nueva York where school buildings
Are named after Julia de Burgos,
Tito Puente y Felisa Rincón de Gautier
And we hang images of Don Pedro
Albizu Campos in our homes

We were fluent in Spanglish
Raised on a mixed bag of
Grease, Gone With the Wind and Marry Poppins
El Chavo del Ocho and watched Iris Chac
ón
shake her cadera on television

Este orgullo born in me

Rooted in my mother's journey
Grounded in a New York's cement
Spiritually bound to my ancestors
Divine inspiration, I pen my history

This is my story

A tales of two cultures
Two countries, two languages
One idenity, one Nuyorican
One me